Part 2 The Columbian Family Jewels

Five days after I get the news, my best friend corners me and asks me why I have been acting so weird. I tell her I am fine. She doesn’t buy it. She starts drilling me with questions begging me to talk to her. Finally, I relent. I tell her what he said and what I have researched so far. I say that I don’t know what to do. She tells me that she thinks that he got a circumcision. I ask why she is thinks that. She tells me that her ex-husband got a circumcision while they were married. Then she says that it is part of the reason why they got divorced. I ask what she means. She replies that when he was able to have sex again…he started fucking anything that walked. Hence, the divorce. She warns me that it may happen to me, as well, if that was what my guy had done.

A couple of weeks pass, no more information has been given out regarding what he had done. I continue spending time with him and enjoy the “all about me” attention he gave. I ask one night after he is done taking care of me if he had a circumcision. I tell him that he can trust me. He gives me a look that could kill. Then says my name like he is pissed off. I back off. I learn nothing. This only confirms to me more that it is true. He didn’t deny it.

A couple of more weeks pass, still no more information. We are at a month after whatever he had done. I start thinking to myself that if it was a circumcision that he would be telling me that he wanted to give sex a try. Everything I read the previous month said that guys must wait 4-6 weeks. The longer that I went without knowing, the more I realize how I don’t want to be in a realtionship with this guy. There is no future if he can’t talk to me. The only reason I am sticking around is because I want to know what the hell he did to his penis. I knew that I would find out when we had sex. I was going to see it one way or another. I was determined. Plus, I wanted to see if he would react the way my friend’s ex-husband did. Almost exactly one month after whatever he had done, he sends me a text message saying that he couldn’t wait until November to be with me. He wanted to try the next time we were together. Really, I ask.I was excited. It had been hard the past month not being able to be with him in that way especially with all that he was doing for me.

On the day, he comes over to my house. I had gone to see some haunted houses with a friend. He went to see the sneak peek of Paranormal Activity 2 with some friends. He beat me to my house. By the time I arrived, he had already showered and was in my bed. All the lights were off in my room. I undress and crawl into bed. He’s waiting for me. We start fooling around. We had talked previously that he was going to take the lead to make sure that everything went alright. Once he knew it was okay, then I could pounce on him. Things are going well. Clothes are off. Hands are everywhere. Only downfall thus far, no lights. Damnit, I think to myself. I decide to go with Plan B.Hands. I reach down and start fondling his penis. This time, he doesn’t push my hand away. I don’t notice that his penis feels any different than other I had felt before. Affirming even more that he had a circumcision. After we are done, he gets up to use the restroom.

He tells me not to look. My bathroom does not have a door. I figure he doesn’t want me to hurt my eyes when the light goes on. When he’s done in the bathroom, he crouchs down next to my bed on the floor. What are you doing?, I ask. He says that it hurts. What does? My penis, he responds. He tells me that it is uncomfortable right now and that he thinks that it may be a couple of weeks too early to have sex.I asked him if it hurt while we were having sex and he said that it did, but he didn’t want to stop. I ask if there is anything I can do. He replies no. I roll over and go to sleep. It may sound insensitive, but by this point I am a month into not knowing what the hell he did to his penis. I don’t feel like pressuring him to tell me something clearly he doesn’t want to tell me. I only wanted to know what he was going to do after his “trial run”.

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